Skin by ShadowJournals
Oh god where do I even start with this?
So much has happened in so little time and I just utterly lost my mind
So I kept my school job up until the end of October and started a new job working in a pub/bar not to far from home. Only to be told not even a month later they were letting me go due to "Not being able to cope with the up coming workload". I was devastated, they made me sign a contract and put my name up on the tills and then....nothing.
I know its easy enough for people to say get back on your feet and keep trying but bluh not so easy right on the doorstep to Christmas. So currently Im awaiting Job Seekers (a place you go to ask for money to help you job hunt for those of you who dont know) and some spare cash so I can grab a few items for the family for Christmas, cause ya know, been left with no money.
As for my mental state, slowly deteriorating as we speak. Only a few things are really keeping me getting up these mornings and just to name a few they consist of
my family and close friends <3 I cant express my gratitude to them right now and to be fair their all I could ask for this Christmas.
As for news on laptop, there isnt much to say, its STILL in repair and by the sounds just breaks more everytime I get an update welp. Its still cost my under half of what I brought it for to cost so...I got that going at least. God I miss doing digital art, you have no idea. welp.
Right...Im out of what to write here except have a great Christmas and New Year and hopefully next years a better start for me...I'd rather not start it with three months straight illness again body plskthnx